I watched my girlfriend die after stabbing her says arrested fleeing lover

I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through this. It's absolutely devastating to lose someone you love, and the fact that it was a violent and traumatic event makes it even more difficult to process.

It's understandable that you're struggling to come to terms with what happened. Losing someone to violence is a unique kind of grief, and it can be overwhelming to navigate the emotions and feelings that come with it.

As you're going through this, I want you to know that you're not alone. There are people who care about you and want to support you through this difficult time. If you feel comfortable, you might consider reaching out to a trusted friend, family member, or mental health professional for support.

It's also important to remember that you didn't deserve to lose your girlfriend, and you didn't deserve to witness something so traumatic. You didn't cause what happened, and you didn't deserve to be put in a situation where you had to watch someone you love die.

Remember to be kind to yourself as you navigate this difficult time. It's okay to feel overwhelmed, and it's okay to take things one step at a time. You don't have to go through this alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you.

Is there anything specific that's been difficult for you to cope with since the incident? Is there anything you're struggling with, or anything you're finding helpful in terms of processing your emotions?